jdramas
omg I forgot how terrible and cheesy a lot of them were until I tried watching this new one called Mirai Nikki. The plot sounded pretty interesting, it’s supposed to be a guy who finds a diary that can change the future and gets sucked into a game where he has to kill people who also have the same ability to change the future…sort of like an overpowered Death Note mixed with Hunger Games. But I’m only 10 minutes in and I already want to throw up a little from the terrible dialogue and idiotic characters x___x Must…persevere…
carrying on.
I leave this part of my life with some regrets…and of course I have no one to blame but myself. I could have done so many things better and faster, and with more dedication. I was just too scared and complacent to really reach out. To say the least. But ultimately what’s done is done, and it’s not as if I can’t continue to grow without staff. So, I resolve to try to try harder, to not doubt myself, and try not to be a bystander/wallflower. And I wish the best to new staff because honestly you guys are insanely promising and despite the drama stuff I expect great things to happen next year :)
I can’t…
I feel so betrayed by you right now and in all likelihood you don’t even realize it. Or maybe you have an inkling but maybe you don’t understand the depths to which your words have hurt me. And it’s the easy way you let slip those words, that idea, that really gives me an indication of how you feel about me. You may not have consciously meant it to sound that way, but your thinking process immediately came up with that solution, the first one. And it really hurts. How it didn’t seem like you thought there was anything wrong with your idea. How it seems like you thought I’d be fine either way with it. Have I really become so distant for you? We used to do everything and go everywhere together but now it looks like I’m just another option…and a really optional option at that.
Maybe it’s my fault that I’m “busy” and I get lost in my own stuff and I don’t reach out to people often…but when I do you’re one of the most important ones. Maybe you don’t see that. Maybe you think, because you see me with lots of other people, that I’ve thrown you away. But it’s not true, I still care about you…
Ugh. I can’t even. Fucking look at what you type before you press the damn enter button before you say something horrible, at least.
the forgotten semicolon: Programming labs
theforgottensemicolon:
Phase 1: Receive assignment weeks in advance. Remain complacent until 1-2 days before the deadline.
Phase 2: Read assignment thoroughly. Hyperventilate.
Phase 3: Think about it for a few minutes and realize that it’s actually pretty simple. Spend an hour or two banging out some code….
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It’s a-me, Mario! nail art
Base Coat: OPI No Room for the Blues
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